tonight is the last night

Somehow i feel that this month is not a good month.

But i hope that when lunar new year is here everything will be good ahead for me.

Celebrated pinky and alt+s birthdays last week.

Both was indeed a nice one and finally the alts get to catch up!

Whenever i am doing fine and well you will just appear and there goes my determination and everything.

I hate it seriously.

When i thought everything will be fine it just isnt.

Tonight is the night that everything should be back to where it belongs.

Suffering aching and be it the good times memories or whatever shit its just a good game which marks with a full stop.

I like when i see u panic asking me is it the truth and trying all means to get an answer but i just didnt wanna say anything but still i told you in the end. You just got your ways.

Your worriness, care and also playing my fav songs are a killer to me.

But its enough of all these, as a year is just getting nearer.

You just lie to get out of questions and questions.

Should i be happy anot? I used to be happy but not now anymore.

What's wrong with all these.

It will be uber good if i can just forget everything including the past and today.

Many pictures to upload. But i am so exhausted to upload now.

Let it all out will be good i suppose.

Till then

Goodnight

Night was great with great company.

Work was kinda hectic today!

Its like watching a GOLD CLASS show everyday.

Finally took a pic of sweet little karissa!

Shall post up soon.

Dinner was yummy licious cox goodfriend mommy cooked a few nice dishes.

As usual we have casual talks and all. So nice!

I just hope i can have more time. . . So much things to do yet time is running out.

Planning for another trip. But once again i hesitate i suppose you know why isnt it?

Our plan was last year and till now we have not make it come true.

Shall see how then.

Till then,

Goodnight

Bm` wishes me causes me to be speechless and was thinking all i can say was thank you.

Updating his life and its indeed enjoying from the way he describing.

Told him about my plan and he was taken aback but still normal back again.

If only i got magic power i wanna know whats inside UR BRAIN CAN!

Sometime i feel that i know u so well and sometime i am at a lost of what you are thinking and doing.

The whole day i have been thinking so much before in the first place its a wrong step but nothing can make up to it now.

Everybody asking and you are the only one who knows the meaning behind and i am kinda glad that you actually know it.

Whatever it is just hope time pass faster and faster. Precious loves to be back for this festive season, looking damn forward for family gathering savouring food and updates about each other. Welcome the short getaway and shall enjoy myself the fullest before another rocky route ahead.

I am excited for tmr! Hope its a success and wonderful one!

Till then

Goodnight

It was so true so true . . .

Don't leave in the past anymore.

Whatever happened are all over you need to treat and love yourself more than any other things.

By doing this, you then can be happy.

Cramp is killing me like shit.

Work was fun and busy at the same time.

Laetitia last day today and to my surprise she painted a keychain for me. Only get to talk much to her when she turned up for make up class during term break and today was her last day in school.

Feb is coming and i am looking forward for MARCH!

Though i did hesitate to continue anot but i guess leaving is the best decision.

I need more rest!

Till then,

Goodnight

tiny winny is more than enough

Karissa said: jie jie, bao bao

Me: i dont wanna carry you today

karissa: Frowned and wanted to cry

Me: okie i carry awhile only & you have to go home

Karissa: Bu Yao

Me: Put her down and she looked so sad and going to throw trantrum.

As usual carry her up and walked 1 room in the class and pass her to her daddy.

She u-turned back and asked me to carry.

SO CUTE!

Just the 3rd day i see her and this time round i am not the one showering favouritism, she is the one who came over looking for me. Hahaha thus now they didnt say i am showering favouritism at little girls.

Doing lots of changes to the class be it decorations or arrangement.

Now its sooo nice and colours always brighten up my day.

Mom came over and settled some stuffs thus lunched with her and back to work.

A brand new month is coming . . .

Short convo with mmm and finally next week !!!

Hao xiang ni.

Congrats to fruity! Texted me about his interview and yes he get the ideal job he wanted. Thanks to all my good lucks isnt it? LOL kidding.

Till then,

Goodnight