Somehow i feel that this month is not a good month. But i hope that when lunar new year is here everything will be good ahead for me. Celebrated pinky and alt+s birthdays last week. Both was indeed a nice one and finally the alts get to catch up! Whenever i am doing fine and well you will just appear and there goes my determination and everything. I hate it seriously. When i thought everything will be fine it just isnt. Tonight is the night that everything should be back to where it belongs. Suffering aching and be it the good times memories or whatever shit its just a good game which marks with a full stop. I like when i see u panic asking me is it the truth and trying all means to get an answer but i just didnt wanna say anything but still i told you in the end. You just got your ways. Your worriness, care and also playing my fav songs are a killer to me. But its enough of all these, as a year is just getting nearer. You just lie to get out of questions and questions. Should i be happy anot? I used to be happy but not now anymore. What's wrong with all these. It will be uber good if i can just forget everything including the past and today. Many pictures to upload. But i am so exhausted to upload now. Let it all out will be good i suppose. Till then Goodnight
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